Lindas Personal Testimony (Demonic Torment) The Power to Break Free! Almighty God Delivered!!!

I am still in tears after reading Valeries testimony. That is really awesome and I am so glad to hear she has been set free.
I believe I promised my own testimony, and I let school and family issues crowd out what I should have already done. I find myself wondering if college online is a way to keep me so busy I put God last, and if it is the case, it will stop and i can achieve what God wants me to do His way, not mine.

I come from a broken home, and raised by my grandparents who were very loving people. My life changed, for the worse when my Mom married and brought me to Texas to live with her and her husband. At the age of 12, I was molested by him, in the sleeper of his truck when Mom went into town in the pickup. This behavior continue several years as he would use threats against my Mom etc to get me to do what he wanted. Needless to say, that shot out any dreams I had at such a young age of serving God.

I am so glad He did not give up on me and sent ways of letting me know to hang on. For years I listened to Jimmy Swaggart, Kenneth Copeland etc, and went to church. Little did I know that what I was going through was also a doorway to let the demons enter, the spirits of depression, and who knows what else I had to deal with. I am glad I never turned to alcohol due to seeing what it did in my family.

I felt ugly, used, like a piece of trash to just throw away when they were finished wsith you. I married twice, the first ending in divorce after the birth of my oldest daughter, and the 2nd passed away after 15 years. I still held on to going to church to try and stay close to God, I knew he was there although I never learned the truth a that time ofa personal relationship we could have with him. After my 2nd marriage I started learned when I went to a nondenominational church for several years and really got hungry for the Word. Even then I had the demons still, and just did not know it. I do know I would try to hurt myself when I was depressed, if I had the fake nails on, I would literally scratch my face with them, or my arms.

God led me to friends who would help through those times, and eventhough they fought demons, they never seemed to pick up that may be my problem. The Lord finally sent me to another awesome church where they are anointed in this area of deliverence. After watching the movie the Passion, (it was time) twice in one week, they started manifesting at home ministry. Our group leader said he was shocked when they were praying for me and I growled, I woke up on the floor not knowing what happened until they told me. This went on for several more fridays, and on saturday I would be so wore out I would sleep all day.

One friend said she had enough and started praying, it seems a person who kept walking being me praying got one of the demons irritated, they said I foamed on that occasion. I finally went to a deliverence weekend after reading ‘Shadow Boxing.” It shows the doors that satan uses to worm his way in when we do not expect it. As I write this, I want to remain calm so I can write clear, and I am so glad to hear about Valeries deliverence. God is good and He loves us so much.
I don’t want to write a book and will write my other expriences later, I am just crying so hard and still trying to keep cool, which is hard to do.

God be with every one and I hope this helps someone else. Valerie stated how her experiences had her seeking out others, me, I turned inward and hated being touched by anyone, so being married that was somethinhg to be overcome in time.

In His Name.
Linda C

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